So heres an update on the silly thing people call life….
I am currently working 2 jobs 6 days a week, yes, it is very exhausting but I love it… 1. because of the money and 2. it keeps me busy, since well I don’t have hardly any friends. My life hasn’t really changed much in the past few months, I still miss Maine like crazy and my friends and family up north. A couple things have changed like 2 of my best friends have seem to have forgotten about me but one hasn’t, her name is Sara Lee Barry and she is the most sweetest and generous person I know. I know I can call her my best friend and it actually mean something! Any who..back to my boring life….my car is a piece of shit and I am working 2 jobs to try and get a newer car..ummmm I now dislike my first job because lets just say there is more drama than there is in a high school! Fucking crazyy mann! I wanna quit it but can’t..oh well its life bitchesss! Anywaysss I think I’m done with all this non-sense! Check back with everyone in a few months! <3
Its been a longggg time since I been on here! I think a lot of it deals with the past shit I have blogged bout on here! A lot of it deals with my relationship with my ex that screwed me over in the end, but yes, I still have feelings for him and always will! But I’m over all the stupid shit that has gone on…. let’s not get into this. ha!
Well here’s a lil bout where I am now in life and what I do…..
I live in Illinois with my oldest sister, I work at a sandwich shop called Subexpress; surprisingly I like working there; the towns that surround me are wayyyy too small and anything said is spread like wild fire and everyone knows everything bout everybody! I hate it but I love it because I know everyone ha! I don’t have many friends because no one really knows respect round here, they all just…….lie. But what can yah do? That’s life. You learn who you can trust and I found I can’t trust anyone round here; well so far. I have gotten a taste of the real country side, not the sticks, but living in fields. I like it, its what I have always expected it to be.
I love being round my family out here, but I miss Maine;horribly; and I will probably move back in a few years but right now I plan on just staying in Illinois and see where it gets me.
I pay for my own bills, I live the life of an adult. I have grown-up so much and learned so much from being on my own. I work bout 85% of the time and just chill with the family the other 10% of my time.
Now lets see who actually reads this nothingness of nothing! <3
I loveee how someone can tell me truth but when I say it, they get pissed at me! oh well fuck you too! =]
